Instead, I barely got off the couch. I couldn't handle handing out the candy this year - Tim had to do it for me. I sat in the baby room looking out the window and just cried. How could this be? How could this even be real?
The weekend prior we went to the annual pumpkin carving party at the cabin and I carved this for Sofia. This was a hard day too. I was in tears. She was supposed to be there with us.